It

be

came

increa-

singly

clear

how I

was lo-

sing my

my artis-

tic drive.

This was a

huge part

of my char-

acter. Ever

since I could

remember I have

always been making

stuff. When I re-

turned to my par-

ents house for Christ-

mas, my mom had up a

drawing I did of my be-

side a Christmas tree. I

must have been pre-school

age. I had a chance to go

through to some of my old

school things during Thanks-

giving. My most significant

doodles (drawn on the backs

of study guides, or photo-

copied text-book chapters)

were saved. Throughout the

years my mediums had shift-

ed. Drawing saw me through

puberty, then music and

songwriting in high

school, the last five

years I've focused

on the digital arts:

vector graphics,

visual programming,

ASCII text art.

2007 was the

low watermark

in terms

of my art-

istic

out

put.

I

recorded

a couple

small songs,

a few doodles

in a moleskine,

and a visualization

preset. There was, of

course, my photo every-day

project. While I did have the

best of intentions (go out and

shoot!!! See the world through

the eye of the camera lens!),

this project ended up being

another chore. I wasn't

really making

anything.

Just do-

cumen-

ting.

This

pre-

dica-

ment

was odd,

considering

how much time

I had on my hands.

I found myself just

consuming content. Podcasts,

Sunday Matinees, blogs, literature,

graphic design, video streams, digital

art, audiobooks. I was taking everything

in, and in turn producing next to nothing.

I needed a jumpstart. I had reduced myself

to the world of the readily-apparent and im-

mediate. My job, my girlfriend, my friends.

The next party, the next paycheck, the

next load of laundry. My universe

of imagination and creat-

ivity was a dusty

attic I

rarely

peered

into.

After

comple-

ting one

year of a-

pic-every-day,

a new projected

needed to be imple-

mented. At least the

daily project kept me

to a routine. Some sort

of discipline was involv-

ed. I liked that. But what

medium? Instead of painting

myself into a corner with a

single artform, I decided to

open it up to every avenue avail-

able. There were a couple mediums

I wanted to explore (programming and

creative writing) and some others that

needed to be experienced (video). Hell,

might as well try all of them. Using

the lunar cycle for my schedule is ano-

ther decision to shake things up, get

out of a weekly routine. Following

the moon helps remove my artis-

tic endeavors from the cycle

of the work-week. This

schedule also comes

with the nuance

of paganism,

which is

so hard

to come

by in

this

day

and

age.

Here

is the

first

foray

for 2008.

A work

of word-

art. After

getting the

hang of CSS,

I realized

how powerful

the rendering

engine of a

web browser

could be. With

the right vis-

ion and some

patience, one

could achieve

some interes-

ting results.

The downfall

being the per-

ils of cross-

browser consis-

tency. The

finished

product

may

be

a

lit-

tle

under

whelming

considering

all the work

that went in-

to it. Editing

all of this

in CSS requires

20 times the

labor to get

the same result

in any image

editor or word

processor. But

if I did do

this in I would

be sidestep-

ping the

whole

purpose

of the

project,

to ex-

plore

the

med-

iu-

m

.